I was looking at the calender at work today to confirm what days I would need off for the wedding, honeymoon, another out of town wedding, wedding preparation (can I just take the summer off) and I think my pre-wedding day jitters began. I am not sure if it because the thought of getting married sounded more like this is it, you and Paul the rest of your lives, together forever, until you die, oh my gosh that is a long time. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Regroup..................
It also may have been because I noticed I now have in reality 3 months left and have a lot of things to complete yet. The fact that our countdown was supposed to official start after the tux fitting but did not really set in because not many of the groomsmen could make it and now that we get engagement pictures taken in 42.5 hours could also be contributing to the nervousness I am experiencing.
My heart is racing just thinking about all the stuff I have to do yet. I don't know how I am going to last 3 more months (it is my honeymoon yet????) I want to wake up and everything is planned and it is the morning of the wedding but then I would miss a lot of things that hopefully increase the joy of that day (those that do not make me have a nervous breakdown along the way anyway).
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