Some days.......

Some days I want to sleep in till noon.

Some days I want to eat until I explode.

Some days I want to watch CSI re-runs all day.

Some days I want to cuddle with Paul on the couch while we both doze off.

Some days I want to lay in the sun all day long.

Some days I want to go shopping with intent to buy everything I like.

and then there are the days of my actual life where I spend 7am-6pm watch 4 children who on some days (most days) I would like to ........well we won't go there. During that time I also try to sneak in studying for a math exam, planning my wedding, planning practices for varsity volleyball. Than from 6-8 I usual work out while I think about my wedding, my math exam, volleyball, and why I can't win the lottery and never work another day in my life. If I am not working out I am at volleyball thinking about how my body needs this work out because I not only have a lot to do before the wedding I also have a lot of weight I want to lose.

My day ends with going home and taking a bath while planning more wedding stuff and or trying to catch up on my cousin's blog and or planning volleyball crap. I usually make it to bed around 1am and then back up to do it all over the next day.

Fridays I have a day off and sure you say well that's nice you should get a lot done. NOPE!! Volleyball open gym 10-12, training session, 1-2, and softball 6-8 and my house needs clean. I need a clone or just a reality check and someone to slap me in the face and say

"STOP you are too busy, don't add on planning a cookout, picking up another day of volleyball (other than Mon open gym, Tuesday at the Y, Thursday bar league, and Friday open gym), or anything else I like to pile onto my already hectic life. I know this is all my fault, I am just venting/giving myself heck for being so busy.

All the things I wish I could do on my "some days" I never really get to do. I am too busy to sleep all day, watch TV, cuddle, lay in the sun and shop (plus I need the money so I can't shop) and I can't eat until I explode because that is no where to be found on my diet plan.

Some thing needs to go but what?????